Theory G. Break It down.

Bboying is my religion.
i am my own god.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

you left me with tat stinging remark, unaware that how much it hurts, letting the cold rage boil in me
Erin

Sunday, September 23, 2007

I dun stick to stuff. nice one. its the other way round i guess. u nv cld have train hard enough. even if u did'nt wan to compete in a san shou contest, you still wont train as hard. i train hard. i trained harder. i got injured. permantly. u? u reap what u sow. now, u're reaping wad you sow. Hah as for the newbies, sure they look up to me. then u? dun make me laugh. you nv trained as hard. In life when you see people not working as hard, you work harder. i did. you did'nt. i bothered to wake my ass to drag my body to training. you? only slough through the night, drink like dunno what. who would be a better model. and no they're not goin into my steps, they're just learning what i noe, cuz there's someone to teach them. rather then experiment with no one to teach. at this point of time. and they have their own things to pursue. Joshua- Pike. Avriel- V kick. We're not the same. weng tat and wilson are pursueing different things in dance too. only you thinks they're all becoming like me. sure they may look on me. at least it beats lookin up to you. you say wilson have no varies, actually he have. you have lesser. you just think up whatever you do which do not come out nice. you never did put in much effort. it was just a come and go thing. and yes you dun think bout the consequences, i do. i make logical decisions. you dun. its not bout living in fear. its bout making the most of ur life, which i dun see any bright future. nicholas was there holdin the wire mesh, close to the damn pit. if the flames got into his face. will you pay? you cant. he's so tat close to the pit. we're just lucky. think? Lol you always think. in a radical way. fabian todl me before. its not that we are boring, its because you think up of stuff that only you will do. why? because you dun mind getting your ass kicked. you dun mind getting into trouble. and yes, you changed. you did'nt fall apart. i was wrong. you changed. for the worse. not only i agree with that. and its good you're leaving. as for goin back to training? haha wen fu told me before. you're hopeless, even fabian was goin to overtake you. As a friend i kept that from you. now i dun see why.
Erin"

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Chalet's over and it made me pondered through a lot of things. which i'm probably gonna write it in my blog. which will affect people. and no peter DO NOT QUESTION ME OR ASK ME TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING IN HERE.

after the chalet i got a different view point. Sel- u're affecting the crew. enough said.true u have an analytical point of view, but that is not worth the trouble you give. break into WWW? i asked you if you have learnt ur lesson last time and u shrug it off. have u no concern to the consequences? and to the exploding pit, sure its right to have a laugh, but if some1's injured? would u have laughed? and u jus brush it simply aside that 'we got fined' truth was: Peter got Fined. we did'nt pay a single cent. so wad do u think. but that's not the main crux of the matter i want to discuss.

u think u want to stop bboyin. truth be said. i think you should. no offence. what are the 3 foundations of a bboy? toprock footwork and freezes. you have no toprock, not even decent ones. you know it urself. for footwork. Sure you have ideas, but u have messy footwork. you go through set like its agony. your footwork being not clean, and ur ideas springin out only last minutes, which does not come out as well as u think it would. your hips aint high, blah blah blah. you know it yourself. freezes. I shant go there. u know it. suicides, yes it looks painful, prolly you got your portion of wad you want, but we know it hurts for u, u're gonna say i got used to it or it does'nt really hurt. but the fact is you did'nt grasp the falling part or the real tech to suicide. you jus go n fall. which is precisely not the point.
Think back on the things you did. None of it tat I know of u did it well. sparring? bboying?

and now to life. i dun like it when everyone comes to me for every single little detail and every single thing to check with. it stresses me. and i do not like to talk much even though i may seem sociable. enough said.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Congratulations!! you've been forced to do this meme by Adel!!! Now that you've read it, you have to undertake the following task of..Naming 6 weird FACTs about yourself!! (be as honest as humanly possible):
1.I have very flexible ears DUN TOUCH THEM
2.IAM NOTAN AH BENG even though i look like one or ACT like one
3.I have weird dreams and wake at periodic times like 1am, 3am, and 5 am
4.I look short though i'm 174 cm. cuz i wear big clothes
5.i dun like emo songs though some catch me
6.i hate to appear weak to others. period
Oh wait.. but thats not all.. Now that you're done, you get to arrow 6 other ppl to do this meme as well (make sure they read it). LOL i dun feel like arrowing any1. peeps, come get this if u wanna
Erin™

Thursday, August 09, 2007

It is better to die alone then to die surrounded by those who never truly cared. The one may be a tradegy, but the other a lie.
'Yet to die in the arms of the one you love, to grow old and watch your love do the same, that is the greatest gift of all, for it is not death we fear so much as the circumstances in which it shall come.'
-Wulfsign

I agree, as from what my teacher told me, there was a particular teacher in my school who goes by the rule of reaching ON TIME and knocking off PROMPTLY either. not a minute early or late. but by doing so she offended her Boss, as to being questioned by her Boss of why she did'nt come early nor work ovetime. she answered with a simple question, ' If i'm on my death bed, will you be there with your heart, sincerely? or wil my family be there?'

'I've been told by many people, usually those who claim to be close to one diety or another, that to find true happiness one must abscond from all of Earthis pleasures. 'What?' i would implore ' are these things which you deny?' Wealth, Promiscuity and power over masses, they tell me.
'It is those people whom i feel the most pity . Not because they have denied themselves life's pleasures, but because they know not what pleasure is.'
' When you love someone so much that even their imperfections move you, and they love you the same, that is when you learn true pleasure'
-Wulfsign

Needless to say i agree with this too. many religious people tell me that you cant bring your toys to the other world. but in wad right do they have to say that of us when they have not yet experienced the pleasures we talk of, for all we know, when they start to feel the kind of enjoyment we do, they get more addicted or they feel that its a truly great feeling. you never know. For one denied, If he/she gets it, the outcome might be overwhelming

When peoply say they wish to go back in time to do an event over, they assume that to do it a second time they would not repeat the same mistake.
What they do not consider is that to erase that mistake is to erase that lesson it invoked, and thus more mistakes would follow.
'If i could go back in time to do an event over, i would choose to go back to the best time in my life, and rather than change it, i'll live it over again.'
-Wulfsign

Self explainatory. but i wont choose to go back in time, rather i'll go forward in time, to see hwo my chapter called life will end. I'll not prepare myself to avoid death. as I know it'll find me no matter how hard i run, rather I'll choose to lavish in it so as to embrace it in the time to come

Erin"

Saturday, July 21, 2007

I dislike it when people blame others because we dun follow or approve their way of life. and yes i'm hurt by ur thinking. especially ur tag on his blog. how long have u known him? true you may be closer now but that's because u choose to distant myself. after all there are different goals that we're after, further more our lifestyle aint the same. and you also said the even for friend's sake? oh please. you have ur perception on this particular hobby different from mine. forget it. the road has split. i dun feel sad or regret. I just feel that u're gonna walk on that road.. n walk n walk. you know for urself. jing zhu ze zhi, jing mo ze hei. or something liddat. my hanyupin yin sucks. you know what i mean. Some people have to learn to get up on their own and learn from their mistakes. friends are there to support. but not before the person WILLING to stand up, walk away from the path of hatred, and live a brand new life again. you also noe the answer bout the lateness, jus avoidance as what you say of me
Erin»

Monday, July 09, 2007

someone once said: "In life you will experience two kinds of pain,the pain of discipline and the pain of regret."the pain of regret hurts more than the pain of discipline...'

Very meaningful. I've had regrets before. but on the other hands. too few to mention XD. the pain of discipline is Gruelling and little can take it. but i've gone thus far, there's no U-turn or stopping now. I cant let all my efforts go to waste now. I've put so much hard work and effort into this crew. i wont let anyone just ruin it. I've chosen my members now and i hope they wont let me down. One for all, all for one. to those that commit themselve to the crew and me, I give you my heart

Erin